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On the days you don't want to...

  Honestly, I just didn’t want to do it today.       This morning, I woke up in a slump. I felt heavy. My alarm went off to go to workouts and I did not want to go. At all. I went home and took a nap after the workout, and still felt heavy. Woke up from my nap, and honestly, the last thing I wanted to do was open my bible and spend time with the Lord. I just didn’t want to do it today.         I didn’t want to surrender, I didn’t want to find the Joy of the Lord, I didn’t want to work at everything I did in a way that was fitting for the Lord, I didn't want to find contentment... I just didn’t want to.       And to be completely honest this isn’t the first time I have had this type of day. This type of day actually happens often. Yeah I’m a Christian, and yes I'm even studying to go into ministry, but I have days like this all of the time. The truth is, you will not find one Christian that wakes up every day and does ...